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Friday, August 31, 2007
today very sad... teacher's day yet i cant go back to my sec skool to meet my teachers.... haiz.... got skool... and it ended at 1 sia... after tat i think too late alrdy... all teachers left skool alrdy.. but at least i have learnt something in skool.. manage to do some revision lo... this few days i am really very stressed up alrdy.. and feeling really really down... something hit me real hard.... i tot it was de end alrdy.... but it is starting to happen again.... argh... this is really torturous... i hate it... y others is so happy and y am i not?.. perhaps this is my life la... wo de ming zhong zhu ding.. i am bound to face all this problems... maybe these things can make a become more hard hearted... and not so soft hearted and symatatic to ppl.... cant spell.. while some ppl just don know wat had really hit me and happened to me... now starting to blame me for showing my black face my frens.. u all think i wan to do this is it?.. i cant wear a mask on my face and pretend nth had happened... always smiling... i am really sad... i am not strong to always show others de happy side of me... and things just kept pilling up on me.. u all r just lucky i din explode out... if not it is not onli de black face u been seeing.. it would be worst... y cant u be more understanding to ppl.. onli thinking abt ppl need treating u good.. giving u de happy and smiley face all de time... i have emotions too... i am a human.. 1 day i might just break down and cry... i don wanna continue le... i am really really........
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